I see straight away my inbox is empty.
I try not to be disappointed- but I am.
It has been a month since I sent him the email.
I re-read my words - wish I could change them.
What would I say?
He will never reply and I turn off my computer.
It is over a month before I turn on my computer and my inbox holds one new email.
Shaking I open it - and I delete it.
Maybe I think it would have been better if he had never replied.