The time for apologies is here and now. Closing my eyes, rehearsing it a million times over in my head. What I would say, what he would say.
I give my confession, wait for him to say that is is okay, it didn't matter, he still loves me, I still love him. But in the silence, I am the one to say, it doesn't matter. I even laugh. A stupid one-night stand, it meant nothing. It doesn't matter.
But it did and it does, and I fall to my knees before his keys hit the floor.
I give my confession, wait for him to say that is is okay, it didn't matter, he still loves me, I still love him. But in the silence, I am the one to say, it doesn't matter. I even laugh. A stupid one-night stand, it meant nothing. It doesn't matter.
But it did and it does, and I fall to my knees before his keys hit the floor.
