and find myself a child again
along the meadows
by the sunny rubbles
that surrounded my house.
Finding myself there again
immersed in a chaotic emptiness
that peeked through innocently
from beyond the walls slaughtered
by horrors of war,
and yet in that chaotic emptiness
I saw my schoolmates again,
and everything that created in me
the desire to go back there
in that part of my life
that doesn’t exist anymore.