And if there is a messenger of sorts after life, waiting for me, I figure she’ll ask, "And what did you do with the opportunity that was given to you?"
At that point, it won’t matter that I struggled. After all, that is the basic instinct of all humanity – to struggle.
What would matter is what came out of such struggle, and whether I ever created, even if just for a moment, a perfect sphere of life and all of the magic that it contains…