"Hey, how are you?"
I want to stay afloat but my feet are tied to boulders. "Really great!" An automatic smile pulls my face.
"So what can I get for you?"
Help. But I'm too stupid. Useless. Ugly. Despite my crowd, I lose focus for only a moment, "double americano please."
"Sure. Anything else?"
"No thanks!" Idiot. Failure. My body is being punched down without fists and I'm drowning.