I hesitate. “Is that heaven?”
A gentle voice in my head answers, “Yes.”
“Am I dead? Did the cancer finally get me?”
“No. You are at a crossroad in your life. You may choose.”
“If I go in, no more pain, no more cancer?”
“Yes.”
“But no more husband, no more child?”
“Also, yes.”
“Can I peak in and then decide?”
“No. You must choose. Go ahead or go back.”
“I’m not good at choices.”